I am in big credit card debt! Please someone help me! I just feel like i am in a deep dark hole.?

I made some decisions out of panic and fear and boy did I screw up! The farm experienced a huge drought a few years back and well I just plain messed up. I feel so alone and more than anything STUPID! I am trying to get a handle on things and sometimes I feel really good and other times I just feel sick to my stomach. I have never asked anyone for help and this is my debt I owe and I want to pay it! I guess I just need someone to communicate with. This is the first time I have ever done this so I am a little nervous. Thanks for listening and god bless you.